![]() She’d often reprimand me for the smallest mistake, threaten me with physical violence, and humiliate me in front of family and friends, so when she would often rant about how trans people are “mentally ill,” I never dared to even consider that I might be a part of that group, because I couldn’t bare what that would mean for me. I never could understand why-my mother would often scream at me that I was just a lazy failure, and so I figured that must be the reasoning. I simply existed as a passive vessel watching my own body move, my own life unfurl in front of me. Ever since puberty, I had felt progressively more numb, more disconnected from my body and my surroundings than I already was. Time goes slow when you’re left alone in a room. I was cyberschooled throughout much of my youth, and so would often stare at the same four walls. When I was 14, I sat alone in my Scranton bedroom, looking at the brick building directly outside my bedroom window, spending day after day losing track of time. The 200 Best Lesbian, Bisexual & Queer Movies Of All Time.LGBTQ Television Guide: What To Watch Now.
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
AuthorWrite something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview. ArchivesCategories |